There will be no rhyme or reason to this blog. It is written as a series of memories and as anyone who knows me will tell you, my memory is anything but sequential.
Anonymous: Your pictures of me link does not work. Just thought you'd like to know.
really. :( it works when i click on it! D:
Anonymous: Just the truth, seems you needed it from that last post :)
thankyou. <3 :’) i did need it.
Anonymous: Have you changed much through high school? How? Why?
id like to say that ive stayed the same innocent person i was 5 years ago. but that would be a lie. ive changed, grown as a person. i know more now. im not as naive. im not scared of the small stuff anymore. i know what life is really like and i know how to embrace it. but i guess ive changed for the worse too. im not as nice. im brutally honest and sometimes that gets me into a lot of trouble. honesty is the only way to keep everything from becoming a misunderstanding. so yeah, i have changed. but im proud to be who i am now. if i didnt change, i would still be a timid 12 year old, and that wouldnt be much fun would it.
I do not understand…
I do not understand, the need, for some people to constantly hurt other people. It seems like high school is flooded with insecure losers who have nothing better to do than ruin other peoples lives. Leading them on. Lying. Playing heartless games, that never end up with a winner. The list goes on. But why? What positive out come does physically and mentally destroying someone bring you? What happiness do you gain from my suffering? Why should you have the right to victimise me, when I don’t even have the right to fight back? The truth is, it is so easy to get away with saying and doing these things, that it becomes normal. But it’s not. So stop. Because no matter how much you hurt me or my friends, no matter how many times you tell me to be someone different, I will not budge. Even if it means, smacking you in the face with a bag of big, old bricks, to make you get the message. Loud and Clear.
Anonymous: i did.
i did like you. i just never said anything. i was scared you would turn out like the rest. which is ridiculous. because you are nothing like them.
